thanks everyone for your continuing support even when I'm not visiting. i was in a whirlpool kinda thing the past several weeks (over 2 months, i think) i was not with my real self so to speak so i didn't feel like coming in here to post or anything. my close friend at work left for Canada where she will be staying for good. the sad thing is that i was so clueless about it. she never mentioned anything about it and i thought we were best friends. she's the only person i thought i could talk to who wud understand me and now she's gone. i was so frustrated i didn't feel like doing anything good. my acai pills run out, i didn't feel like buying anymore. i didn't want to take a walk or jog. everything has just gone crazy. i went back to eating more and eating just what makes me feel good. and before i knew it i gained back 5kg in a matter of 1 month, urrrrgh! i was so ashamed of myself when i got back to my senses and i immediately ordered some acaislim again. i'm taking the pills again for 1 week now, and hopefully i can lose those 5kg again as fast as i gained them back. i'm slowly regaining myself back. i realized, my life does not rely on my so-called best friend. its on me. i will be the one who will suffer or will be happy with whatever happens to me. so i'm back and hoping to be happier this time
ooops, sorry for the novel
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Lila
Rather than aiming for being perfect, just aim to be little bit better today than you were yesterday.
Welcome back Lila. You'll be fine now I'm sure, the decisions we make only ever effect us, do be true to yourself and make the right choices for yourself. Good luck, pop back in a bit more often.
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Sorry to hear that about your friend...I'm sure you'll find another friend in no time. These things happen for a reason and usually make us stronger. I'm sorry to hear that you put on 5 kilos but really glad that you made the decision to go pack on the pills and lose the weight again.
Try and come on here as often as you can especially if you feel like eating all those foods that you shouldn't. We are all here to support each other through the good times and bad.
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I'm both sad and happy for you, Lila. Sad about what happened to you and your friend... and happy that you are back to your old self and ready to face the challenge again on losing weight. You did it before and you can do it again. Welcome back on track!
Welcome back, Lila. Glad you were able to snap out of it. Life goes on, eh? You will meet your new bestfriend soon, I'm sure. I'm also sure that you will be losing every single gram that you gained back on during those dark weeks. lol
thank you so much for all those encouraging words. i will try to do that, come here more often. i really need all those reassuring words from you people. those kinda take loads of heaviness from me. i'm getting better each day. I lost 1 kg today after 2 weeks since I got back to the pills. i'm smiling again now
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Lila
Rather than aiming for being perfect, just aim to be little bit better today than you were yesterday.
hello there. its been a loooooooong time. i'm doing great. i have reached my weight goal already. i was able to lose the last 9 kg from Sept to January which gave me an average weight loss of over 2 kg a month. sooooo happy! how's everyone doing?
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Lila
Rather than aiming for being perfect, just aim to be little bit better today than you were yesterday.
hello there. its been a loooooooong time. i'm doing great. i have reached my weight goal already. i was able to lose the last 9 kg from Sept to January which gave me an average weight loss of over 2 kg a month. sooooo happy! how's everyone doing?
good on ya! congratulations, Lila. do as good with maintenance now.